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oh im using facebook it because I WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH MY HONG KONG FRIENDS.
okay and right now is to kick some real bothering ass.
right. and i think im invisible, im always at home and home is always boring friends are attached and so they are busy, how i wish there's no school holidays. Rather then bing at home flipping classified newspapers searching for part-time job and hearing the same old verse "i will call you back. thank you for coming"

at this point all i can see is that im trying my best to meet all my secondary school friends. maria is going to perth to further her studies. and i just had dinner with her,naz and sj. those are my councillor friends those really close with me. oh and maria told us about where she is going to stay and i was imagining myself if i was in her shoe. alone in another country hmm.
first, i will find a true friend that have the same interest with me like gigs,movie,talking,skating,surf, extreme sports and mostly he or she must know music. ahah that what will keep us talking everday. hha okay im imagining too much. hopefully she will be safe there alone. PRAY. and so we took lots of pictures. OH my. she love green. my fav colour(like yeah. its green here.). haha and nazri is being such an ass every time we would me for like dinner or something with his long face most of the time. ERGHHH!

tomorrow hopefully there is still vacancy for part time job at the National Library. yeahhh. librarian, i have to called in first. hopefully. pray for me.
thanks . and my brother bought the "kuta" waahh like lawa like that.

can we start again?

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY~ dear cuzzie razmin! yeah 1 more year and free. haha.
Holiday's ON. but i have no mood to be on it, i want to work work and work for this 3 un-healthy weeks. i have been on my bed 24hours.
ooh ooh and this sunday another money-out-again , dinner with maria and shu-juan and nazri, maria's leaving singapore on 3rd October to australia to continue her studies.
can i pursue my dreams too? with my bands along and my knowledges.
bands and crew are giving me headaches. how i wish those people who aren't supposed to be in should be out.

and i was bored. i scan half the pictures on my photo album. ahaha thosw fondest memories. how i wish that there were more pictures when i grow up. really pictures tell thousand different words.

*The teacher boys will discuss everday. *

*last day of our primary 4 days?*

*my bestfriends and close neighbours. lost contact now. he call me azerie*

*my late grandfather smoking. close cousin and me. robocop time *

*the boys. we fight usuallly when we meet*

*YAY! bouncers wannabe*

*i shot the sheriff, at that time robocop and transformer was my influence.*

*the upset face, cause i don get to be in robocop's car instead back to the future car.*

*kallang stadium. some shows.*

*i was FORCED by my mum.*

*after some dinner.*

*it was my sister birthday?*

*fauziah latiff, woohoo!! and my cousin kak julie. *

*not my birthday, but you know kids.*

*past hari raya. *

oh my my .

few hours of sleep. from adventurous lorry ride.
and now im eating with my secondary friend who i like to compete my studies with, joke along.. those were the days girls are boys and boys are girls. haha we really had much fun laughing. but its no fun without the rest, its always the 7 of us.

*hakim*

*hakim*

*azzlan*

*syahirah,ammerul*

*nazri*


*nazri *

*---*

*matrep*

*me and the girl farhanah my mother like. haha she is going to India *


and trip to geylang was unhappy. lots of typical malay freak. yeah i know
its geylang dress appropriate fuckers. that is why malay society is dropping.

sick of it all

im getting sick and much more sick by the night and better in the afternoon.
haaaaa. and i can still fast. oh my.
i have not been to school fro the past 3 days. and i NEED TO TURN UP FOR TOMORROWS CLASS. she kept on calling me to come for the 10am class instead of coming at 1am. i hope i can make it. i can wake up. i must sleep early today. no more computers. endure 4 more days to holiday. i need time to relax.. and
and i miss you. :(
it feels like im back with her. oh my. she msg me.
oh can't wait to get out from the house with maria,nazri,shu juan and xui hui.
secondary comeback! woohoo lol. ohkay.
i think i need to keep it low man about 1-v. its spreading fast. and i know im not fit or whatsoever.
im gonna make you my brothers up to my words. live it.

im getting sick and much more sick by the night and better in the afternoon.
haaaaa. and i can still fast. oh my.
i have not been to school fro the past 3 days. and i NEED TO TURN UP FOR TOMORROWS CLASS. she kept on calling me to come for the 10am class instead of coming at 1am. i hope i can make it. i can wake up. i must sleep early today. no more computers. endure 4 more days to holiday. i need time to relax.. and
and i miss you. :(
it feels like im back with her. oh my. she msg me.
oh can't wait to get out from the house with maria,nazri,shu juan and xui hui.
secondary comeback! woohoo lol. ohkay.
i think i need to keep it low man about 1-v. its spreading fast. and i know im not fit or whatsoever.
im gonna make you my brothers up to my words. live it.

SUPER

okay i'm super sick today. i skipped school for 2 days but i still go out. i should have listen to my mom i know. anyway, i went karting. in the rain some more. i wanna do it again. then my house blackout like wth. okay that's it for now because i'm super sick. you'll be expecting a super long entry from me tomorrow.

flu & flush

its hard these days to wake up the time you really want and not to be late, and how you wish you could drive the public bus so you could reach on time.
Don't anything interrupt your journey and be early and not late of course not.
that is my dream. if i was early.. it would be TOO early and i'll find some place quite to have my quick nap.

and so i've got this briefing for the national go-kart racing competition. its a tag-team. no reserved, so no one can be absence on that day or the briefing and he i am wasting time and not to fall asleep after got back from lil conversation with epull,raymond,faris,ah-tank. we were you know talking bout shirt design. okay full stop.
i dead bored by 3-15am
watching in her shoes. Cameron diaz is pretty. and with that i cooked 3pieces of frozen prata. and contine my moviee.. answer ridhwan called. he sounds so shock to hear my voice i guess? hhaha ohkay. now i freaking bored with my flu and my on off fever.
just wants me to "batal" my fasting time only. "fishcake"<-- theres a reason to it beside the F word. aha.
okay now i want tissue.
good day and fast hard you muslim. today is saturday and im going to jurong ___ for my briefing on the go-kart and
my precious,AVA,Kate Of kale @ scape youth center FREE!
subtle revenge, ila mitra, elegy for uliza, the psalms. @ beats $2 + donations.

see you guys
.

29 more days.

and so i try fasting for the first time. i pass when I'm terrible sick low immune haha. i have sore throat and ulcer on my mouth, how painful when i was trying those fav food that was served on PUASA time. damn. and cigarette now comes in free when i want to quit for the 3rd time. my brother passed me 1 stick. and paat passed me another 6stick. damn it.

and soo i was in bed the whole day i survived with CS and the godfather game. oh i woke up at about 5pm plus.
and and tomorrow is my test. fucking SNA! damn it bye. need to study..

fasted

school was so fucking.bored i just had to show my face and my advisers when for a meeting. so and so i started playing cs.
oh ya. i join the Singapore marathon. and the school only sponsor us IF we join in for the 10KM ONLY. but i want to join for the 24KM. but nvr mind. i have to go for the medical check-up by my own expense.

AND I KNOW I SKIP SCHOOL TODAY. when all my friends are having fun skating and jamming
while im clicking and scolding and studying. not actually studying really. i was talking to my smoking brothers. haha lol. i meet syirr! ahh finally got to meet her after baybeats? she got the AVA drum stick/. so what?!!
;p. ahh. and we when to buy bubble tea. and when to straits record new stock coming in.
check out so many new cds! i really need to work. but for now i think no CAUSE ITS FASTING MONTH. HAA. AND I'M FEELING SICK ALREADY. for sure my mum would tell me to fast as she know i like to tell lies.
but its true im feeling sick. ahh. okay so i need to study for my friday test. module 1 to 8. and thursday is PE. i really want to fast!!
please god. help me.

funeral

For the first time of my life
i wne to a concert/gig that i usually see them on youtube,videos, listen to their songs.
FFAF was great. but they played more of their new song, i prefer the old album.
but indeed i got to kick some white ass. haha they were talking big all the time wearing those death-metal bands. and and going to FFAF?
hahah. and finally got a picture of me body-surfing. thanks to the crowds in front and the SECURITY! bloody hell he slammed me through the amp. and i was shouting at him to stop cause my shoe fell of. dammn bloddy stupid security. i think i was the first one to cross over.
FFAF was playing my favourite songs which is this year most open heartbreak.
and i saw zhafran(SR guitarist) as the security.
and i join back the crowds. people was looking at me as if i got a horn on my head. stupid fashion-core stupid core kids.
ahh.
thats about it. and and it was 10th sep my sis birthday. she getting older.
nyeahaha. lol. okay bye.

PRISON-BREAK

ohkay. so prison visit is not like visiting the science center or zoo or any excursion you find your school offer.
at first i thought, we are going to visit the prison at CHANGI. the real prison. but we got to visit the DRC - Drug Rehabilitation Center. SUCKS!! thats like "3 star hotel"
i want the 1star hotel. hhah.

okay so we were treated like INMATES! we have to walk in 2 and no talking and tuck in your shirt. and and when you arrived at a point, you have to squat. and at that time we went to the doom and listening to the warden briefing while we were squatting for like 10 minutes. feets are shaking and there the warden told ask whats the feeling when you are squatting. i answer immediately while the rest kept quite.
and we get to see live caning to the ass.
a video of the inmates get their ass smacked. and a live demonstration but with the dummies, the swing of the wood cane makes me feel the pain. and makes me remind of the caning i got primary school time. that was minor. but this. really shakes my head and not to take any drugs.!

there were inmates as we tour their "house" and dorm. those big guys are really big and all those secret societies gang chief are all inside. haaa. and there was this inmate keep on looking at me with those muscle, at first i was scared. yeah. but at the end. i told myself this fucker would'nt come out. so i continue to stared at him. hahah.
and its really sucks to be prison. this is what i want to stressed to my friends who are taking that. its harmful and the warden are huges tough-guy they are bigger when you are just a gangster.
i seriously don't want to get involve there or neither SS.
so this was a lesson LEARNT for me. sorry no camera phone inside. NO. NOTHING TO BE CARRIED INSIDE, EVEN A PACKET OF TISSUE.

i got their entrance but i don't wish to post it.
i don't wish to be detained for 48hours. so yeah. bye.
tomorrow will be waking up early. 8am. hopefully i could make it for friday's lesson. and friday prayer... better start praying ....

counseling

AND I AM GOING TO FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND CONCERT!
fuck off who thinks FFAF is emo or what. i get in for free.
and and 1 for me the other 1 is.. hmmm


and school must be going to often. i had counseling for my module SNA and FYP.
i gave all kind of excuses. hah, they believe it. thanks.
and my lecturer pick me to go for a PRISON VISIT TOMORROW! i know im just naughty, playing truant only.. but not till that extent!
or mayb. when i cut bald. i look like MS? hah okay can't be.
i will try to take some pictures inside.! hah.


this is me. when im going to act in the simpsons movie in 2019.
the pants sucks.

LATENESS

happy birthday to paat. the friend whom i can trust.
always there for me.! thanks 5years of brotherhood and my drummer. haha
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BRO!

okay so i took out the stitches. the nurse counted and they were only 8.
and when the doctor over at TTSH told me there were 11stitches. who to believe? i don' know. just now there is a scar. a scar to remember..

and i work at comex just for 1 day and the rest of the day i cabot.
and im just too lazy to go t school and too lazy to listen to my friends whine.
go drink wine better.