haaaaaaaa

NO WONDER THERE'S WAR. :P
JUST BECAUSE YOU SPELLED IT WRONGLY.
LOL.

oheyy. life's becoming much more lonely then ever. now i realize its just text that making all this promises. but we didn't even met. those word come out from you are all lying i guess.
i need to move on from now there's no point thinking about all this when ITS OVER. I'm looking ahead for 2008, new year = new friends? hopefully and new band fucking my style im going to bring that band up. Anyway fuck those 2 face bastard fuck you and fuck your mother(this is not a dedication to anyone, DON'T FUCKING JUMP TO CONCLUSION.)

AH FUCK THAT, LOOK'S LIKE MUCH MORE BANDS FROM MY WISH LIST ARE COMING.

• INCUBUS
• DREAM THEATER
  
• BJORK (JAKARTA)
• MILES AWAY
• PARKWAY DRIVE (KL)

i'm in need of work. those i know already gotten themselves work.
not me, im still flipping and looking under classified session though...

and sibs, thanks for all the concern. i can count on you. if you want a bf, im here. haha

and.

Bjork - Hyperballad

seeing her live at youtube is enough and rumours have been spreading, yupp.. she is touring near singapore which is INDONESIA. woohoo.
but its rumours. you know sometimes is true and not. but INCUBUS IS REALLY COMING TO SINGAPORE. fuck yeah. and also i'm eager which local band's gonna do the opening act. hmmm.
lets wait and see...

We live on a mountain
Right at the top
There's a beautiful view
From the top of the mountain
Every morning I walk towards the edge
And throw little things off
Like:
Car parts, bottles and cutlery
Or whatever I find lying around

It's become a habit
A way
To start the day

I go through all this
Before you wake up
So I can feel happier
To be safe up here with you

It's early morning
No one is awake
I'm back at my cliff
Still throwing things off
I listen to the sounds they make
On their way down
I follow with my eyes 'til they crash
Imagine what my body would sound like
Slamming against those rocks

When it lands
Will my eyes
Be closed or open?

I go through all this
Before you wake up
So I can feel happier

To be safe up here with you

sing in azri

Tiring day from "holiday", i call this holiday a HELLiday. Some Aunt of Mine are so super KIASU i just can't stand them when they are at the KIASU mode, other then that i'm okay with it. I thought i could relax my mind where my aunt leaves, she a local there. Over there i was treated more like "HELPING HANDS" or should i say more like a SERVANT. But at least i got to bond with my mum and my sis and also my lil cousins, these people make me think to stay longer from Friday and i reach Singapore Monday morning around 10AM.

here's a story about SYIRR, i met her at STARBUCKS;RAFFLES. bring along my laptop. thanks syirr for the laughing moments.. aha. i won't forget the part where she ask me where am i taking my bus and i response confidently "near the fire" supposed to answered near fire station and there she goes laughing at me. wahhh. and i got to laugh at her back when i saw the FULL MOON and she goes im evolving im a NOBLE WOLF and she shakes her heads off and laugh at her own jokes. lol. funny moment... awwww. And because of her i made new friends, erin was like friendly type not like what i think off when i heard her voice over the phone. both of them was hitting the laptop's keyboard like they own it, fighting over some conversation about BOOBS. I was rather closing my ears and pretend i didn't hear anything. Indeed a best way to have my Christmas eve spent at starbucks and a stroll down town area, syahirah awie or whatever it is. thanks for the time and the laughing moments, best moments of my Christmas's eve. Oh and she was wearing a blue light Skirt for the first time i saw a skirt on her, hahahhahahahahahahahahahahah okay daaa.

and and i thought i would be alone at home while my friends have fun BUT syirr delete the word alone from my head. THANKS LAA.

sign off azri.

guess im the "red lace" and Raymond's on the "yellow lace"
lol, out of sudden he apologies to me, i know i left the band but doesn't meant i will leave you
guys too, if that rumors you have heard thats all bullshit. hmmm.
its going to be 5am soon. and later on i'm heading to my aunt's place for the festive hari raya aidil adha. the slaughter kambing.!! eh kambing or lembu? hahahha im blurred myself.
anway i made friends with X, after so long since we chat. though we are in the same school different course. but still im happy X talked to me. laugh alot and stuff. just don't want to see X pissed off, that would be the last time i see X pissed off, so burok siak. lol.
and another angel from heaven is CHANEL! i don't know if she is reading this,
"curiosity breeds contempt."-Mr chin, my ex secondary school teacher
till now i still can remember what he says, its all in my mind.
anyway, chanel told me she was curious weather im okay or not when she saws my nick.
here's my nick "i lost few "brothers/friend" during a battle. and learn not to JUMP INTO CONCLUSION each time you're not sure off!!!!!!!!!!!"
she care enough to console and share some of her bad experience with me.
THANKS ALOT CHANEL. it really helps, if she were to be my girlfriend... life would be much more easier for me and for her i guess. hahaha. okay .
countdown for my days. 3 months around there? hhahahh oh
yeah i hack into the school system, i guess almost all my classmate did it too, so blame all. we hack in the system just to see our final GPA scores! oh and i score a perfect 1.417. perfect man
haahha -_-'''
actually i must get at least 4 to really secure my place at polytechnic, and 3 so teachers will look up to you. but i guess hey its my last exam. ahaahahahhahahahaha
hacking care was in my dictionary i guess. hahaha lol. shit.

pass 5am now and still i have not yet sleep. brothers on the guitar fucking dillinger escape plan.
and guess what
INCUBUS COMING TO TOWN, AND IN THE MONTH OF MARCH, he is paying the ticket for me and her gfs. wohooo. another free concert from him. first was funeral for a friend. oh my godd. im happy. really happy . okayy wait till

hi

breaking up a band is like breaking up a girlfriend.

1.417 ----------> final GPA.

ah fuck, that's my final GPA.
from 2 pointer drop to 1.9 then now
ahh fuck it.

i need JOB...
JOB SEEKING = HIDE AND SEEK




thanks

It's too late to make amends

Can't trust no one, for a life of my own, I'll destroy motherfuckers on their so called throne. nobody's innocent, that's just a big lie. I'll look out for my boys till the day I fucking die. You gotta look out for you and yours, and when the motherfuckers step, you gotta just cause. Destroy your enemies or they'll do the same to you, so watch your back and keep it raw, or you'll be through. So much shit, you gotta choose, stake your claim then make your move.

Welcome to my world, a labrynth of death and deceit. I've been on the frontline of the streets. Down and dirty, that's how I get did it the hardway, earned my respect. Use my negative energy to force my ways, all I know is that it passes the pain. Society's weight on my shoulders, criminal minded, can't control it. I do the things I can't explain, take my pride to the grave.

Your attitude, it sickens me, I'll turn away and let you bleed, see the other side of the gemini.


from the start i know i would not trust you. its A FUCKING OKAY NOT TO TALK TO ME OR DON'T TRUST ME. You lie to me cry to me Bitch you cross me now I gotta kill ya.

Can't stand that I won't leave, how did this come to be, you can't get rid of me because we run this scene. Who are you? Who are you? Cause I know what I'll do. Who are you? To think that I'll bow to you.

And I won't change because of what they say. I choose to live my life this way and I won't change no matter what they think I choose to live my life my choice my game.

And I'm tired of your face, the one you love to hate, all I want, money, fame, that's how I play this game. Live, my life, day by day. Grill's busted, that's o.k. there's only one thing to do.

I'm talking to you, it doesn't matter what I do I've got nothing to prove, and if you challenge you will lose. You're going to lose. Try to stop me, you're a joke. Want me to leave but I won't go. Got the facts, in your face, step into this hardcore graze. Boots a d braces busted faces dirty deed done dirt cheep. We're the ones on the attack. Old school, coming back.

bff stab bff right infront

anxiety.
she gives me only her name on friendster but not her number nor her email address. we only got to contact after confirmation she wears a braces.hahaha lol.
making me refresh every 2minutes. oohhhh its just a friend. no more...


hmmm this week i felt so much different. i don't know, but maybe hands keep pushing.
whatever it is i must get to know the truth. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
girls girls girls. lol. making me a headache, for once the come and later on they will go for like a month why? ahhh... this is not dear diary but im writing the fact. when they are really many "fishes" in the pond none really look at my bait but after few months they tend to go really near the bait smelling the bait.
ahahaha.

okay so i have been out from home for like since Saturday till Thursday afternoon. miss my mum though and my bed. hahah.

first 3dats 2night i spend mostly at kl and going back to island Singapore.
the gig there was awesome i stage dive for the first time. and my room mate for the first night was rico and azura. but azura finds us boring but in the end i and rico was laughing till 4am ++
we were making fun of the tv shows and making our own subtitle following the actors reaction .lol.

kkkkkkkk. bye.
hahaha