day 3

i myself got turn off looking at that picture.
i know its disgusting. that white spot is due to err the equipment they use for the operation
its the aftermath.

• Electrocautery: Electrocautery burns the tonsillar tissue and assists in reducing blood loss through cauterization. Research has shown that the heat of electrocautery (400°C) results in thermal injury to surrounding tissue. This may result in more discomfort during the postoperative period.

yup they use that.
thats why its white.
but it will go off.
okay off to art house. take picture for my brother band. then i will travel where the light is.
:p

aftermath

PAIN!!!
really discomforting
but the anesthesia was so fun.
haha all i know when i enter the operation theater i was okay.
when they ask me to take a deep breath while they want to put me to sleep
but i didn't. i was fighting against it. but it was tooo strong. all i know i was looking left to right with my heads up. and suddenly i was at this ward where all those after surgery will be there.
and i was like sober, nausea .. and the nurses over there was superb.
they ask me to suck on this ice pops.
oh and i remembered i was having tears dropping. i know i didn't cry. cause i didn't feel the pain at that point of time.
alright.
15 days of mc.
more water more ice cream more and more of porridge and also oat meals.
15 more day man..

eve of surgery.

alright lets compare this is before. that thing i just circled, that's tonsils.
im going to remove it tomorrow at 8am.
alright. good luck azri and have fun in the operation theater lol.
and do remember to fast from 12midnight now till tomorrow 8am alright.
i"m not going to snore no more! ahahah and get infected that is the first thing i removed it lol.
aside from that no more snore. actually do i snore?? haha i doubt so.
okay
afer 5 days attachement at pns office at brani base.
this guy (below) must be working hard after seeing some action of the special task squadron uhh.. lol. haha.
alright im going to miss this guy i call him fat, i fed him so many times while the other one is not like him. but he exercise

operation x

hello world. i want world piece. hahah PIECE. get it.
okay boring start.
anyway updates on my tonsils. 3rd appointment with my sweetest dr ever. when do you get greeted by a doctor with a "heyyy hi. whatzup muhddd azrii" firstly shocking and secondly whoaaaaaaa. coolest doctor ever.hahaha. lol.
sadly i could not see her no more. and

OPERATION IN 4 MORE DAYS LEFT. HAPPY YET REALLY SCARED? OR SHOULD I SAY NERVOUS OF THE SIDE EFFECT AND THE AFTERMATH,

hopefully they will really cut away my tonsils. all of it! like not a piece left for the bacteria to sit on it.
hahaha.
and i will be okay. its a minor operation but takes around 10 days for the full recover.
i don need to fast. hehehe. but the counsellor told me you will not be able to swallow ur own salive. as it is really really pain. so i think im going to fast. the way not to die out of hunger is.

ICE CREAM.
so im going to eat ice cream for at least errr 11 days? hahaha

okay so its 2 days of fasting only.
yeahhh pathetic i know. just now went out with my usual bunch of secondary school friends.
dinner at lau pa sat and i don even need to fork out my own money for my own food.
kevin pay for the food while syahirah pay for the drinks while farhanah pays for the satay.
the COMPULSORY SATAY! wtf, we had to order satay in order to like buy something like rice.
he was like come on la buy la. then we got the xs like combo meal. aahah. merepek!!!
okay
then went to city hall met hakims fren off to bugis for drinks and homeeee..
okay this is the time for me to update as im doing 9 to 5 job at pulau brani.
really far from home., :(
and staff assistance really bores me.
and sucks.
but my superiors are fun to work with. she is not like thos bossy type. on top of that its a she and she is a malay.
so she kinda understands fasting month and im going to go for my operation.
i got another 5.5 leave to go before the end of december.
so yeah better use it fast man.
alright sisters and brothers.
im offf to errrr reply msgs. and do something.
somethingggggggggg.
okay longest entry. wohooo cause lots of entering la dey!

FOR HUI YI

ramadhan

i've not been really updating my blog yeah? guess this 1 week off i got from pcg. i will have some time updating pictures and stuff. passing out ceremony''s out of my mind.. police coast guard is my new unit and tomorrow's the first day of fasting and there comes my pharyngitis.
supposed to have my operation done on the 27 august, but crashed with my poc. now i have to wait till 11 OKTOber. getting rid of it is painful, one of my bunkmate cut off his side throat (i donno how to explain) after the operation, he told me "wanna swallow his saliva also pain"ahh fucking hell.
ahh removing my tonsill.. thats what it call!!
lol.
cant wait to get that off. so i wont have any infection and its hard to swallow your own food.
alright looking at those white thing on the tonsills makes me wanna use my hand and take it out myself. ahhhhhhhhhh!

selamat berpuasa guys.
and hopefully i can fast yeah.

catch my wave

finally i got sometime to blog, ndp have been tiring.. really tiring. 2 more show and im out of HTA,
talking about POP, my intake will be passing out this wednesday and my squad is deployed to do guard duty. fuck man if not for ndp we would pass out this wednesday!! now it will be all 3 ndp squad. what we do every monday to friday is PT with those unfit squad from 132intake and also lesson and lesson. my body is aching from last ne3 show.
come one 9 august hurry!!!!

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from Sunday, June 08, 2008 till friday, july 04, 2008

i was really busy, its like i had to pull my tiredness to the next day and over and over again... its very tiring man, and more over i've just lost a love one whom i treat her just like my mother, my beloved grandmother... really sad to seen her go off with her sister on the 17june. she pass away on the 18june at 1330hrs.
i was having my lunch when my sister called.
before i booked in she still would remember me called me by my name, even though she was in pain...
may you rest in peace.
as im typing im feeling nervous for tomorrow's show
national education first show for national day parade 08.
hopefully more pictures of me please.!!!

agh

such a long hole from the last entry.
fvery busy with NDP training.
last sat was the first time training at marina,
atmosphere was so different alot of cheerleader and hot girls in uniform
ohhhhhhhhhhhhh! lol

anyway i've yet to watch NARNIA!
fuckfuckfuckfuck.
okay anyway here are some pictures lol.