route man

You know with your diploma and stuff can get you more pay.
but with streets smarts you will live longer on your own.
-azri

That what truly matters. i was late for school (as per normal) although i hit the hay very early. school start at 8 when i was sleeping still at 9;45am. on top of that i ran for the bus 154. knowing that i will get to school before my SNA lesson ends and moreover every friday i had module test. mun was raising his voice on me and talking about attendance for the sna.
3% if i absent without valid reason.

So this is what happened. rewind to the part i got to the bus 154. eventually you have to seat back and enjoy the ride to your destination. but no i didn't i was shock and almost all the passenger. the driver was new to the route. he SHOULD HAVE TURN RIGHT to continue the journey INSTEAD he just drive forward and had his slumber face on. most of the passenger drop after they knew the driver lost his way. at that point i wanted and thought of !#%$&! that noob driver instead i bring him back to the road he supposed to drive. we were driving all along ubi road 2. where's the home of police traffic is. and he had a walkie talkie that speaks to the "direction guy." i look at that noob driver he was cursing himself making me like im god. thanking me and still ask me for direction. he ask me to bring him back to the road to eunos mrt. remember azri. CLOCK'S TICKING.

and so i bring him to the route back. he was laughing and thank-ing me at that same time. i tapped my card walk off and catch 28 when i can took a mrt. stupid.

i reached about 10;20am. i was late class was playing games most of them as we are waiting for our advisor to come "fetch" us and brnig us to the Multi-Lecture-hall. yup. and i was hungry took some bite and left for the NYP seminar talking about courses and much more information after our nitec. oh and the lecturer from NYP. one of them was WOW. she is married i think? lol.
so yeah took some pamphlet. OH did i? ermm. no i didnt't bother to took any.

some light refreshment and off to expo bought some BOOK AT THIS MDS BOOKSTORE.
I bought jarhead and thinking should i go some other time? i went with raj and he bought cigarettes we try some new camel stuff and we went back to his house.
oh his computer was like a lan game system.
we were smoking watching PRISON BREAK SEASON 3 EPISODE 5. yeah!
and more games. and games and eat and drinks and then i got back home at 6.

now im bored. cause most of my frens are down working and some... don bother...
i don't want to type too...
i rather watch gangs of new york then watch you message and calling.

What if I said, I was an accident waiting to happen
Woudl I trip and fall, fall on my words
And would you say, say that I was wrong
My words were out of place, went where I didn't belong

This to me is fact and fiction plays a role
Confusing situations that I can't control
The heart of matter, it beats with pride
Sometimes I wear it on my sleeve, sometimes I keep it inside

And no one said it was gonna be easy
And I'm not afraid to try
And with the odds stacked up against me, I will have to fight
One life, one chance, gotta do it right!!!

And I can't let fate dictate what's best for me
Gotta take control of my own destiny, you can't relate
You think there's no escape but I got everything at stake
Here just to prove you wrong!

And no one said it was gonna be easy
And I'm not afraid to try
And with the odds stacked up against me, I will have to fight
One life, one chance, gotta do it right!!

very meaningful lyrics by h20 - 1 life 1 chance
i can simply sleep. tomorrow i will be starting at 1:30pm. someone is far away gone to her place. oh. i didn't get to meet her or mayb i don't want too?
if i didn't overslept mayb i could see her. oh damn it. mayb she is on the way to australia.

HELP?

Early morning rush,
breakfast on the table while watching "how clean is your house?"
and off to school. my teacher was a bit shock and at the same time depressed. cause for the first time in the whole semester or her teaching in my class, i never even step on her class at 10am. but i came at 10:57 am. good improvement, not bad.
so yeah. another lectured by my advisor. for the attendance SNA module.
if i didn't turn up 1 more lesson and my name is going to appear on the debarment list. oh, better go. its my 1 more month to go and im free for like 4 months till PA calling me. lol.
okay so then agter that we went to follow raj the lucky busted to tampines mall. bought his sstud and treated us haagen daz. oh. s soothingly nice. with that hot chocolate. then i went home
wah. short and simple. lol. hahahaa

AND I SIMPLY CAN'T PUT ANY VIDEOS EMEBEDED FROM YOUTUBE. CAN SOME BLOGGER HELP?

sold

*ITS VOLCOM TIME.*
It is indeed DIY. yeah, who cares stickers from HK. and that cheap clock i bought at IKEA = VOLCOM STONE CLOCK.

*3 CANS PER DAY????*
I read the instruction. they ADVISED to drink red bull at least 3 cans per day. jdgaeablag FUCKING CRAZY. hahah but not for those high blood pressure and diabetics

*BIONICLE // KALMAH*
I bought 1 for raymond. this look like those PREDATORS IN THE MOVIE. HAHA.

*LAST BUT NO LEAST.*
A RABBIT! A black half local/dwarf/lionhead but more to local. and born on the 30th july 2007 as typed by debbie. the owner. im adopting rocky 2 only. lol.
yeah why 2 cause i use to have my own rabbit, white and its awesome pet i ever kept.


and now back to my studies. today i came for lan gaming at school thats all and my advisor had to attend some function and we we realase early. but i took my time and i was banging the glass door on bus 65. too sleepy i guess. oh i need to sleep.

pooof ah pooof.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY RAYMOND.
MAY YOU SUCCEED IN LIFE, AND GET ATTACHED? HAHA.
so today i didn't woke up for school. haha damn it! i'm supposed to take an important test that will determinate my life, nah. im dead when school's on monday.
i really can't stand my advisor threatening me to call my mum about my attendance and the test. if he wants to call, i don give a damn cause i make a deal with my mum. ahhh.
so yeah fuck off. and im starting to like have this great "PITURE COMMENT" conversation. lol. her name is dara. yes im not that secretive. so yeah she's cool with those piercing. i kept disturbing her on her chachat lips and mouth. chachat = ermmm disable? disfigured? ahahha. and and erm. oh i written in before this post. and i stil can't believe she is like that. just walk away when the movie's about to start. damn if thats my money i will tear that movie and i will tear her. ah. im not that fierce ah can ornot.? chinese typers. haha
okay im betting on myself i won't have a realationship in year to come with my attitude like this. im so stress right now.
i really need to work. my side band sideline is touring the Philippines country.
that im not nervous, just that im worried about money. flight money and that.
i'ver already miss a chance to get to HONG KONG. my friend, he's the organizer for the 2nd meet skimboarding competition. he really want me to come to hong kong. i don't know why, maybe we look alike when we first saw each other at penang beach.
oohhh he was ready getting to pay me for the flight. but the hotel stay i would settle my own bill. but the problem is im broke. pockets empty and its burning red.
ah.! and hari raya's sucks. i get like 70+ and now till this letter. i got like 30+
how am i supposed to survive. mum's no more giving me any pocket money. oh and i forget to tell you something. raymond and epull spot 2 white hair. see how much stress i am.

maybe i should like stop thinking about money. find some job cause im finishing school in like 30 days? yyeah. i've count. i have to pass up my final year project by end of this month. and final year report and lastly will be that presentation for our project. brains not functioning that well and its migraine each time i think too much. and i can't sleep well.

drop that stress essay. i want to relax myself this saturday and sunday anyone free to the beach? kite flying? anyone?
ahh and and and i bought a cage fr my new pet rabbit. im getting a rabbit soon tomorrow from debbie, bassist stronza d-beat!
yeah! she is giving me, and still we cant know weather it's a female or male. cause its shy as fuck. yeah. i need to like let her/him smell my hands. ooh im s happy. the last time i have a pet when i was in primary schools. those were the days when i was living at ubi road. and it was on the first story. living on the first story is abit like kampong style.

yeah! tomorrow im meetinh syirr ealiest 10am? oh i need to log out. and my brother's back. i've just vacuum the house. and he came pooof. he is asleep. too tired till he sleeps at the "chill place" ahh yes. carpet. when there is a comfortable bed that haven't been touch for a week? hahah. okay im off.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY RAYMOND.
MAY YOU SUCCEED IN LIFE, AND GET ATTACHED? HAHA.

-_-''''''''' <--- typical emotion

oh and im starting to listen to jamiroquai "high times 1992 - 2006"
those bass line are pretty impact and makes me want to be like
Paul Turner the bassist of jamiroquai

hmm today marks the first day of school. for me yeah.
and shit i didn't bring my PE attire. and i was sweating like hell in the school hall. it was raining and my moh my my teacher name was pamela. well she doesnt have that big like pamela andreson. HHAHAHA
and so i played sepak takraw and badminton. and raj gave me 50$ he won toto.
how lucky that fucker. he won like twice.
1st price was like 6000+ and this time he won 5632$ and he win again last wednesday. another 300+
makes me wanna try out toto. but its against my religious. the first price is more than half a million.
aaaaah.! and this army/police thing keep bugging on my head. and and
I CAN'T REALLY SLEEP WELL FOR THESE FEW WEEKS?
MAYBE I DON'T SLEEP QUITE EARLY FOR THE PAST 4WEEKS.
NOT USE TO THE CONDITION? I GUESS.
ahh. with that 50$ i bought instant noodle,clear 3 in 1 men shampoo,toothbrush,facial wash and i have 33.56 with me. and i wanted to cut my hair like adam brody.
*well this is the example of his hair GIRLS DON'T DROOL. PLEASE.*


im dropping that signing on thingy and focus on my studies for its gonna end this december i got like a bout 30days left. so yeah.
and and i think we should obey. haha -_-''''''''' <--- typical emotion

azri damnit

here what up on my head. my bestfriend (during secondary)
well he got into 1st battalion Guards.
that's what i want and i didn't get it. what wrong with the government. when the person who doesn't want to serve gets in and the one who wants to die fro the country get shitty vacancies. this country a new type of action man. im sitting down thinking what can i do when i enslisted to the POLICE ACADEMY on 8APRIL 2008.
my dream was to be in the army. commando or either guards. but they give it to the wrong person. damn it. and i have not been to school lately. 2 days and i have not been to school. my advisor call me up to check and i gave them a false report. that i had stomach flu.lol no MC and i have to get a letter sign by my mum with her HP.
she is having too much stress and she is sick. how how.! fuck.

hari raya day 1

1. usually i got up in the morning and went to the mosque to have my hari raya prayers.
but instead i woke up like around 1pm++
all i got to say way i have no happy feelings to this year hari raya. its like just a normal day with lots of malays wearing baju kurung and yeah.

but i was happy to see my lovely cousins! those only close to me. yeah right.
here are the piccas.
*aqil hardcore dancing. lol. my bro's idea.*

*live sXe! LOL*

*The cousins and the nephew.*

*welcome to the hood ryann.*

*That cute boy.*

*the makciks calls them the handsome boy*

*the cutest nephew.*

*lots of picture taken and look at his face. ooh.*


and i guess this year raya. that make me happy was family and cousins and NEPHEW!!! hahah and the money don't make me happy. i got 69$

acer aspire 3003nwlci

TOO ALL THOSE WHO KNOW ME OR DON'T KNOW ME.
I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO MAKE AN-ANNOUNCEMENT.
MY ULCER IS GETTING BIGGER. -_-
HAAHAH.
NO!! ITS A BOUT HARI RAYA. I WOULD LIKE TO SEEK FORGIVENESS. IF THERE'S ANY WRONG-DOING OR ANY HARSH WORDS BEING USED APON YOU. IF YOU ARE NOT THICK SKIN. COME MY HOUSE. THERE ARE TOO MUCH COOKIES TO BE FINISHED.

and so fasting month is over.
and epull is attached. very much happy for him but not for raymond. i still don't know what on his mind. i need to kick start his head. but pardon me for just know wrong doing of mine. sorry.

its 4:59am and im still have not sleep. when i was on my way home from raffles city. in the bus, i was knocking my head on the glass door and sayed to myself : "go home, straight land to the bed uhh.." but i was busy at the toilet and watching tv. and eating late night supper from mad delivery. i ws fucking hungry like i have been fasting for like a month. haha.
okay now im feeling a bit tired.
i don't know about later. what it would be using that baju kurung so white. must have stained on it as my mum calls me no lips guy.aha there must be something wrong when i munch or what. aaha. okay so now lulu and zul is talking to me at msn.
hmmm lots of message being received from various type of peoeple seeking forgiveness.
hmm technology nowadays i prefer you guys come to my house ans seek forgiveness. yeah?
ahha. lol. and i need someone. some partners. im loosing too many partner. they turned and backstab me. hmmm i need a true partner that can hmm love? nahh. im not ready for a relationship. hmm in fact now im talking bout relationship for the first time on my blog. oohh have i been to gay?
is blog for men is gay?
hmmmm gay.?
theres 2 meaning.
one of which is happy.
the other one. most people would know. even those in primary school kids knows it.
tsktsktsk. what are they teaching them so young?
i think they even know about dating and realationship ans sex. ooh.
okay bye.
selamat hari raya.
i have a back pain aching. its painful.
and monday is a school day how i wish i could take back time sign on to army and by now im filthy rich. but i need to serve them for 5 fucking years.
yeahh worth it the pay. but goverment? hmm thinking twice.
policepolice thats what its is now in my mind. im being sent to be a policemen for my ns
and its this 8april. ohh..

festival

The best movie ever 2007. i give 5 popcorn for this.
actually i like this kind of movie. my precious most interesting movie was the butterfly effect. haha guess the number 23 is true. they have this laws of 5 and our fore fathers knew of this number 23. its more likely to the Christians. i guess.

The best movie ever 2007. i give 5 popcorn for this.
and i just bought my "baju kurung"
and i had 2 ulcer and its freaking pain. i was eating long john and each bite is like... mmmm painful? yeah sort off. hmmm so yeah bought the bonjela cost me $4.80
which is expensive.
and now im freaking bored. i just put up the lighting. and the curtains. hmm
this year i really don't feel like celebrating. as
1. it like too fast to know that its raya festival.
2. i have not been fasting for like a week. aahahah
3. this year will be a different place. i prefer the old tampines place. very like those kecoh kecoh in the fish market. aa.
4. i bought my baju kurung that is so white.
5. my hair isn't growing.
6. this will be my last year getting green packets, maybe NOT. last year this aunt of mine ask me have i finish my NS or are you working. i was like hmm issit that im tall to be working or being in the NS. lol. ahah.

and mostly. I DON'T HAVE THIS FEELING THAT IM GOING TO GET GREEN PACKET EATING SO MUCH PLAYING FIRE CRACKERS, WEARING THE NISEST BAJU KURUNG. OOOHH MY.

and bettter put all hte bonjela on that ulcer. heal you freaking bastard! before raya can. cause i want to try alll those delicious kuih and food my aunt cook.
ooh.

say move sucker move!

Oh fau, thanks for the song.
It's in my head now. thanks for downloading for me.
I couldn't find this song

COLDPLAY- TROUBLE

O no, I see,
I spun a web, it's tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I said,
O no what's this?
A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle,
I turned to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I've done,

i never meant to cause you trouble,
And I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
O no, I never meant to do you harm.

O no I see,
A spider web and it's me in the middle,
So I twist and turn,
Here I am in love in a bubble,

Singing, I never meant to cause you trouble,
I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Although I never meant to do you harm.

They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me.




mum's sick. pity her she keep coughing. i hope she is fine.
oh today was a rough day.
3 guys came crashing my house. whooohoo
*epull*

*raymond*

*hafiz nanke*

totally was having fun eating laughing movie marathoning and of course playing cs.
hahaha and some obsessive videos.
and they went out early.
i was cleaned my house. mostly vacuum & mopping clearing all those dust.
meetthe boys around 6:45pm
oh my i saw shehana and fahamie. haha lol.
they look different more like matured adults,
and things have change alot. town fill with fashion gangsters
ohh. and now im still can sleep its 5:31 am and im chewing straws. haha
eiee tak puasa., ahah okay im getting my baju kurung with my cousin.

YOU MAKE ME SHED MY TEARS. NOW ITS PAYBACK TIME.

The word critic comes from the Greek κριτικός, kritikós - one who discerns, which itself arises from the Ancient Greek word κριτής, krités, meaning a person who offers reasoned judgement or analysis, value judgement, interpretation, or observation. The term can be used to describe an adherent of a position disagreeing with or opposing the object of criticism.

Modern critics include professionals or amateurs who regularly judge or interpret performances or other works (such as that of artists, scientists, musicians or actors) and, typically, publish their observations, often in periodicals. Critics are numerous in certain fields, including art critics, music critics, film critics, theatre or drama, restaurant and scientific publication critics.

Criticism in general terms means democratic judgement over the suitability of a subject for the intended purposes, as opposed to the authoritarian command, which is meant as an absolute realization of the authority's will, thus not open for debate.

Criticism is the activity of judgement or informed interpretation. In literary and academic contexts, the term most frequently refers to literary criticism, art criticism, or other such fields, and to scholars' attempts to understand the aesthetic object in depth. In these contexts the term "critic", used without qualification, most frequently refers to a scholar of literature or another art form. In other contexts, the term describes hostility or disagreement with the object of criticism. Sometimes context, and the contentiousness of the subject, are the only differentiating factors between these two approaches. In politics, for instance (as in the phrase "criticism of U.S. foreign policy"), criticism almost exclusively refers to disagreement - while in an academic, artistic, or literary context (as in "criticism of Romantic poetry") it usually refers to the activity of subtle interpretation or analysis.

Criticism can also be a tool of an anti-social behavior, such as a passive-aggressive attack.

Constructive criticism is a form of communication in which a person tries to correct the behavior of another in a non-authoritarian way, and is generally, a diplomatic approach about what another person is doing socially incorrect. It is 'constructive' as opposed to a command or an insult and is meant as a peaceful and benevolent approach. Participatory learning in pedagogy is based on these principles of constructive criticism.

Constructive criticism is the process of offering valid and well-reasoned opinions about the work of others with the intention of helping the reader or the artist, rather than creating an oppositional attitude. An art critic can also be a champion of a new artistic movement in the face of a hostile public (e.g. John Ruskin), using scholarship and insight to show the value and depth of a new style. Critics might even champion a wholly new art medium; for instance the century-long critical struggle to have photography recognised as a valid art form.

There can be a tension between constructive and useful criticism; for instance, a critic might usefully help an individual artist to recognise what is poor or slapdash in their body of work - but the critic may have to appear harsh and judgemental in order to achieve this.

Criticism: An evaluation, both good and bad, based on prior knowledge.

I KEEP IT SMALL WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT MY BANDS AND TALK ABOUT MY FRIENDS.
MUTHA-FUCKER YOU THINK WE ARE COOL? NO WE ARE NOT TILL YOU ALL CAME AND SPREAD THE NEWS METALCORE IS SHIT. WHATEVER IT IS WE STAND TOGETHER AND WE ARE IN THE STREAM. YOU GUYS THINK BACK AND THATS YOUR ROOTS. I LOOK BACK AND I SEE MYSELF BEING SMALL AND STILL AM. WHEN YOU GET TO PLAY OVERSEAS DON GO SPREAD ABOUT US. COME ON YOU MUTHA-FUCKERS TALK TO US. FACE - TO - FACE.
COME ON MAN, WHEN YOU GUYS ARE PLAYING MUSCI ISN'T IT SUPPOSED TO BE POSITIEVE HELPING ONE ANOTHER AND BEING UNITY.
UNITY IS THE KEYWORD MY BACKSTABBBER FRIENDS.
IF FIST FLYING IT IS. THEN BE PREPARED. YOU HAVE DONE TOO MUCH MESS NOW. WE HAVE BEEN KEEPING LOW FROM THE DAY YOU START.
YOU MAKE ME SHED MY TEARS. NOW ITS PAYBACK TIME.

AND TO MY BROTHER(AND I FUCKING MEAN THAT YOU ARE A TRUE BROTHERS.
EPULL, RAYMOND AND ALIF)
THOSE WORDS ARE FROM A MOUTH THAT IS ANRY. I TAKE BACK MY WORDS. I APOLOGIES.
AND I FIGHT YOU YOU GUYS. WE SHALL FIGHT FOR THE BLOOD. WE SPEAK THE TRUTHS.
BE FUCKING PREPARE.!
THERE WILL BE NO FORGIVENESS.
YOU WON'T DESTROY US. WHEN WE KNOW YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING WEAK IN THE CIRCLE OF FRIENDS.
HEY THATS THE TRUTH. READ ABOUT CRITICS. THAT MIDDLE FINGER WAS A FACT - TO FACE CRITIC.

default winners.

RACE DAY 1.
it was hectic. i meet the boys at bedok mrt. and the weather was freaking hot as usual near east coast. and we register, checks the tracks briefing and we got interview for this newspaper from student errmm i forgot. and so we did qualify for the FINALS!!

click here for the timing on first day. (my team : UG FORCE)
here are some pictures for the day 1.








DAY 2
oh before that i knew we are going o qualify for the finals.
ridwan call me up trying to scare me with the prank tactics.
he told me i need to bail him out at east coast pit 4. OMG!! ahaha.
meet them at 7 before that. i was already awake at 5+ eating and smoking till like 6+ haha i didn't see the time at all. and when i discard the cigg butt, it hits one of the bike below parking. i was like guck. then while walking towards the bus-stop one of the guys came from no where takes out his keys and that was his bike. i was like fuck! hahaha. what a coincidence.
okay reach bedok around 8am. and we were too early we talk to this guy who owns bridgestone tyre.
and we were watching the media racing together, i was supporting for the journalist from HOTSTUFF magazine LOL> and i saw lots of _______ wow! lots of celebrity, one of which was this actress, and melody chen! omg. okay i being way over.
ahaha.
while it was our turn. i was the first driver.
mutha-fucking one of the driver from pit was was playing hard hitting me twice from the back all the time. like i did something wrong to him. he was staring at me for quite some time when i was looking at him. hahah then this guy came up to me who emerge champion for the CAT A, he was scared to see me and that fucker staring each other while he was at the back trying to past up end up we were controlling his fate. haha.
now im more focus on who is hitting me then getting my timing perfect. i was driving like a noob. when i know i could do better. the first driver was a chinese obviously they want to win by crashing and i was doing nothing wrong. going to 4round i was on the pit cause someone bang me from the back makes me go to the pit. i was so fucking stress i know i can do it but some stupid fuck face drivers don know the rules format.
and 3 groups got DQ-disqualify. and we were straight as default got 3rd place when we didnt't complete cause when it was on my 2nd karter, the tyre cames out. he was scared shit. and he was yeah crying cause he knows we are going to scold him but we didn't eh, we know we were champions man. but we try to protest for a re-run but we couldn't get but we got 3rd place by default lots of pictures here and there and next year we will be competing . haaha
i swear i see that fucker im gonna throw some fist in his face. that mutha-fucking don know who he is dealing with!!

HERE'S THE RESULT FOR THE FINALS. WE CAME IN 14 MINUTES? AHHA sure ornot? lol
click here

24hours till x-racer wannabe

this is what happened when you never used Listerine for ages.
i pour too much on the bottle cap till it flows and and the flow goes to my... ehmmmm yeah. its like hot now. i can't describe it. why don't you try?
if you don have any Listerine, you can try putting toothpaste

1. now its 1 more day till racing day it will be at east coast near ski 360 yeah.
so come with ur family and support my team. and i don't know what prize if i win. ahaha.

2. its like 5 more days till hari raya. i have not bought any clothes. house have not been cleaning. oohh.


*all cousins talk with ryann picture insert.*

*BATMAN PART 2. (the naked costume. :P)*


*this is me. with lots of thing. kiasu whatt. hah*

ERGH.

im lazy,2 more days till racing time and i have lots of problem.
damnit azri damnit. together we stand devided we fall, but i don see and togetherness. and im lazy to have another side projects no more. with those people have only 5minutes of "enthusiasm" hmmm . thats big time shit of time.

And yeah, great thing comes once a at time. I,raymond,paat went to the 40th story of this new block at Toa Payoh near police post. And we manage to get to the roof top. and the wind was blazing. you could see the whole singapore, now i know singapore isn't that big. hahahaha and and i think we made it obvious, i switch on the whole light on the roof top. adn the other 3 block had no light on the ropptop. took lots of pictures. and the next day we went up agin with just slippers.
ohh picture will tell. hahaha.
OKAYNOW I CAN'T TRANSFER ANYTHING WITH THOSE FLASHY ON MY THUMB DRIVE MY MP3 AND MY HP.
MUTHAFUCKER.!!! DAMN