azri damnit

here what up on my head. my bestfriend (during secondary)
well he got into 1st battalion Guards.
that's what i want and i didn't get it. what wrong with the government. when the person who doesn't want to serve gets in and the one who wants to die fro the country get shitty vacancies. this country a new type of action man. im sitting down thinking what can i do when i enslisted to the POLICE ACADEMY on 8APRIL 2008.
my dream was to be in the army. commando or either guards. but they give it to the wrong person. damn it. and i have not been to school lately. 2 days and i have not been to school. my advisor call me up to check and i gave them a false report. that i had stomach flu.lol no MC and i have to get a letter sign by my mum with her HP.
she is having too much stress and she is sick. how how.! fuck.