he/heman

haaa. final report done
and i just collect my goodies beg for the marathon running 10km on 2nd December free come bring ur skate scooter and skate along side with me and cheer me on. ahaha lol.
okay new band started jamming and like we play so many cover and 2 original. this band is like 10 years old wahhh okay

im keep on thinking about studies and deferment now.
giving me a head burst and paracetamol is like sweet now.

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

finally the 4 track are up.
check it out on ebay. ahaha NO
click here
i spent my saturday afternoon with raymond and syirr talking about things pop out from our brain. and went straight to beats for the recording and finally my stress level went down. now buttons and exams and gigs and marathon. and
come for this gig. we will be selling our demos 4 tracks at $3 okayy. can.
oh and i would like to take this opportunity to thank feezah for her hardwork! thanks babe! you the best. and also yvonne for the time to come jamming even its stuffy and noisy. but still she come and support. thanks alot and also my brother raymond,ah tank and hafiz and hanif and semut thanks for taking your time to be with us and the extra sing-along.!!!
i love this pple.

TGIF

today i woke up late. i won't get to see my irritating sister for 1 week cause she is on the plane to VIETNAM!
WOHOOOOOOOO!!!! hhappy happy dinsum lol cause she is not around but kinda sad cause i can't disturb anyone. lol.

but never mind i'm all prepared just wish her safe there and safe coming home with souvenirs!!
hahhah lol. today jamming and photo shot for the band. and im done cleaning my house. wohooo

ohhhh. and i forgot to wake up for school again. its like every Friday i won't come at all. ahahahhahahaha

TGIF

today i woke up late. i won't get to see my irritating sister for 1 week cause she is on the plane to VIETNAM!
WOHOOOOOOOO!!!! hhappy happy dinsum lol cause she is not around but kinda sad cause i can't disturb anyone. lol.

but never mind i'm all prepared just wish her safe there and safe coming home with souvenirs!!
hahhah lol. today jamming and photo shot for the band. and im done cleaning my house. wohooo

ohhhh. and i forgot to wake up for school again. its like every Friday i won't come at all. ahahahhahahaha

just strive

final year report done, everything done. now left 1 more module and I'm out of It's The End school. haha.
and after that i have no plan. I'm thinking i should continue study higher nitec or just go be a police? hmmmmmm
or should i be into sports management? or sign up army or police or die or rot at home? or become a hacker? hahahahaaa. thats what i have been thinking shit man.

or or should i just be working part time. and be single? hahah. why single suddenly come out sia lol. okay okay now i have to focus on my SNA module and gigs upcoming and MARATHON!!
oh shit i totally forgot about the marathon, how could i. its on the 2nd december damn it and i only run last 3 weeks around my estate for the 10 minutes i ran like i was like errr out of breath? haha but the lecturer seays the first 10 minute is the important part. if you can't continue or you are already can't take it that means you can run much more. but i still continue....

• struggling with bands. recording and stuff
  
• gigs 1st & 7th december
• marathon
  
• studies. 5 december final paper
• 8 december KL bridging ocean.

okay well planned out. i guess. hmmmmm

fuck

life's suck at this time, I'm so fucked up..
i have a lot of things i have to accomplished and done.
like for example i didn't have time to study for my phrase test just now and guess i have great friends who give me wrongs answer!!! but i managed to get some pass though. another problem is that fucking band giving me a headache man. song song song covers cover and session and i have no time man. exam is just around the corner. i have been to the debarment list every day when i came for school. I'm scared shit when it appears PL0601R BUT my class is PL0601S!!!
ahah. its like a daily routine for me to check my name. aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

now is November 21 2007
i have to hand in my soft and hard copy for my final year report on 22nd November.
i have a test on this Friday that would be 23rd November.
i have a session and jamming. that would also be on 22nd and 23rd of November
and recording for demo would be on Saturday.
i don think i can take it man. so fuck up. people around me are doing so well when i"m not.

now what i can think is that i want to play COD4.!!!
and and i want to have a drink session.
i"m waiting for 5december and i'm gone. no shit no lappie around and no document fucks and no smelly classmate no more!!!! woohooo

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

already i can't get my fingers on dunkin doughnuts. and now look at that tagboard people start talking about doughnuts WAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and most of the time im in front on the computer. I WILL BE DAMN HUNGRY!
NOW IM HUNGRY
and i must start saving money for recording and stuff. god damn it my i don get to set my foot on jb for the 8th december performance. damn... never mind. okay
OKAY SEE THIS:

*FOR MINORITY OUTBURST IM SELLING PRE-TIX AT 8*
colour at blue = band i intro that is awesome.
red=important noticed.
Minority Outburst

Venue: Bukit Batok CC
Date: 01.12.2007 (Saturday)
Time: 1pm Till Late
Ticket: $10 (At The Door)

Band Lineup:

Bloodbath Massacre
Damnation In Enigma
Every Rage I Seek
Murder For Revenge
Out Of Sight
Shadows Embrace
Vulgate Dogmas
Distorted Kids
Breaking Point
Ebony's Call
Jennifer Deathwish
Odds Of Stella
Ragdoll Epilogue
Someone Murdered Cupid
Realize

Poster Link:


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BOUND BY HONOUR 5!! (updated)
7TH DECEMBER @ REDBAR..
$8 PER ENTRY.
2PM-9PM

OPENING ACTS:
DISTORTED KIDS
FearInTheEnemy (FITE)

END OF AGE(indo)
ELEGY FOR EULIZA(sin)
DEAD EYES GLOW(msia)
TAKE DOWN(indo)
AFTER THE SKY (sin)
END OF AGE(indo)
BLOODY REJECTS (sin)
INCARNATION ( msia)
TSA (philipines)
4SIDES (sin)

*SPECIAL GUEST BAND:
THE BOIS (lion city skinheads!!!)

THIS GIG IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE
FOLLOWINGS:
BOUND BY HONOUR CREW
PROPAGANDA MACHINE
POSITIVE 65
BLOODY REJECTS (the band itself)
FRIDAY CLOTHING

topic.

Todays topic is "follower"

why do you need to be a follower when you can lead a group. why do you need to follow trend. why do you need to follow someone you adore or you idolize? why?
this question goes out to all. and get this in your fucking mind. IM NOT REFERING TO ANYONE. AND I DON WRITE ABOUT SOMEONE ON THE NET. ITS SISSY, YES! IF YOU DON LIKE THAT PERSON OR HIS ATTITUDE HIS WEARING. CONFRONT HIM AND MAKE RIGHT IN THE FACE. i know humans are don't have the guts to do that cause they have no balls. bunch of pussy wagons.

back to where i start. the question why you need to be a follower when you can stand on your feet and fight for your will or anything.
and again im not refering to anyone. if i do i will include that person name. im not that mysterious guy. hah. so now thats about it cause tomorrow morning im going to eat dunkin doughnuts with ibunda. woohoo going jb. and then meeting hadi all.. so take care. i will continue about the topic follower.

zinboom!

it's 3 day i have not wake up for school. what is happening to me. damn first of all i shouldn't have skipped school. i have my practical test today and i miss it. how is monday going to be, when i have to answer to me advisor..
i seriously looking forward to 5december that would be my last day in ite and im off. i really hate ITE life its like bored and bored and smoking. that is what i do, teachers are also damn bored when it comes to lecturing moreover they are those 40 and above they tend to talks so much that i can fall asleep or go for a toilet/smoking break. yeah i don care about my studies no more i just want to finish my studies get my certificate and im off to NS.

put that away and here goes the fun part. i made lots of friends like tom from breaking point. he ask me to chill with him when we are 1 block away. we talk about life,band and i learn alot from him when we are only raised by single parent. now i have the energy like the to boost my moral up again, yeah .

and and i first time replied my mum via sms. when she send me those goodnight msg. and i replied her "i love you ibunda., you will always be in my heart. and end off with a kiss."
awwwwwwwwww. ahaha okay i want to bath. now im talking to kingpin yeah i made lots of friends man. breaking point is the friendly bands. they are like cool man beatdown lion city they are tuff guy dok! ahaha. okay this thursday okay we settle. hahaha be prepare im starting the riot.

aaaaaaaaaaa

Finally i got back what is mine. i got my internet for 4 days i have sleeping disorder i guess. hahahaha. and and and i think i got internet sickness. i can't sleep and my finger keep doing the typing action when im not even in front of the comp. ohh my. ahaha. lol. okay so i went back to facta non verba. it was great to see the campfire and the traditions going on and on and the favourite part was when the 10th or 11th exco set down with the leads and we just sing to what we want to say. really feel happy so so.
okay bye. i want to surf the net and oh ya.

happy 23rd birthday my brother ashek the ash ketchup.
he is in the ol police academy camp right now. Take care.

true bestfriend stab you on the front.

when i think back what happened. circle of my friends have soon r going to discard me because they have their new "friends" or "bestfriend". or another word im lifeless. well sorry i can't catch up with you guys. yes it felt very weird with you guys. what you talk and such. anyhow this world is just lonely. im a lonely nigga which is for school and outside. im always on my own. i don't really count on you. yes this is nobody i just felt that i need to express myself. so im writing and finally i let it out nice and easy.


next chapter. i finally get out of my comfort zone. after 5 days straight at home, went to me them. really sucks to see your friends having bad relationshit and stuff. just boo down your day with them. whenever i fell like that makes me want to have that girl stab right in the middle.
or either one who or which is at fault. but comes to my mind that sometimes not having a gf is also quite ermmmm lonely? yes i feel that way after much being dumped by her. i felt lonely now. thats true. but i don give a fuck, im going ns soon. i don't need girls. all i need is my
computer and mum and those people keep me laughing and not forgetting sports and music.


now my mind is completely blank, when i was on the way home from raffles place. i had lots of thing to write. but never mind. i better keep it for some other entry when i remember to write.

and if you are reading this. THE TITLE OF THIS BLOG IS MEANINGFULL. THAT IS THE TRUE BESTFRIEND. man if i have that kind of bestfriend that stab right on my back. that person is going to suffer what i suffer trice the pain you stab me.

and by now im pretty much pissed off.

SSERTS

its November 1. 5 days i have not been blogging. probably i was waiting to use the computer that has all my data and my documents inside, then i can blog. yup. that's right i am using the computer right now.
so a brief through what happened last 5 days.

• last Sunday was an hari raya outing with my most close friends since secondary school. and that's like my 2ND day outing only.
  
• Finally after 2 and a half month. my final year project completed. but not the final report and the final presentation. I'm taking a break.
• i cut my hair. no pictures.
• AND ROCKY IS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME. YES, CAUSE MUMS WANT IT OUT. rocky is my rabbit.

23 more days till i end my life in ITE education and im having lots of stress.

stress!!!

• bandS yes bandSSSSSSSS
  
• standard chartered marathon. i have not trained yet.
• my FYP project.
  

this is what on my head every fucking time. if humans are born not to think it would be much easier in a sense. now im thinking 10 years ahead. i wont get any job with my NITEC in info-communication.

arghhhhhh. i need some movies. bye muthafucker who do this 'freelance critics talking back'.
you won't get anything but a taste of my fist.

oh thanks to Internet calms me when my door lock's jammed,
thanks to this

tomorrow is Friday. hopefully i won't rot at home like i did last 5days. call me call me.