true bestfriend stab you on the front.

when i think back what happened. circle of my friends have soon r going to discard me because they have their new "friends" or "bestfriend". or another word im lifeless. well sorry i can't catch up with you guys. yes it felt very weird with you guys. what you talk and such. anyhow this world is just lonely. im a lonely nigga which is for school and outside. im always on my own. i don't really count on you. yes this is nobody i just felt that i need to express myself. so im writing and finally i let it out nice and easy.


next chapter. i finally get out of my comfort zone. after 5 days straight at home, went to me them. really sucks to see your friends having bad relationshit and stuff. just boo down your day with them. whenever i fell like that makes me want to have that girl stab right in the middle.
or either one who or which is at fault. but comes to my mind that sometimes not having a gf is also quite ermmmm lonely? yes i feel that way after much being dumped by her. i felt lonely now. thats true. but i don give a fuck, im going ns soon. i don't need girls. all i need is my
computer and mum and those people keep me laughing and not forgetting sports and music.


now my mind is completely blank, when i was on the way home from raffles place. i had lots of thing to write. but never mind. i better keep it for some other entry when i remember to write.

and if you are reading this. THE TITLE OF THIS BLOG IS MEANINGFULL. THAT IS THE TRUE BESTFRIEND. man if i have that kind of bestfriend that stab right on my back. that person is going to suffer what i suffer trice the pain you stab me.

and by now im pretty much pissed off.