Thursday, February 28, 2008

48hours

first i was stress then i was much more stress and frustrated and annoyed.
then i was happy going back. :]
now im becoming more of a information counter rather then i thought i can be a retailer.
and something really shocking and fun happened, this customer need this thank you card she reserved 30. and i have to collect it all the way from funan and she didnt want to come over to the atrium sale but instead i have to go to the taxi stand to let her see which one is nicer and in the end she ask me to pick it up for her yeah she is not an local. she's a americano. aiyoyoyoyo. lol.
k thats was fun working at times. she was so good to me but she didn't gave me tips but instead she left a 10cent.

hmmm anyway on my way to funan i saw shazni working at pastamania!!!
got a free drink from him. i got a lot of drink from almost everyone i know working near my area.
erin is on my top list! haah
followed by shazni and my other colleague, but why drinks? why not food?!!! haha no laa im not a free loader k thanks...
anyway 48more hours!!!
and tomorrow night MM4. halermak!baik kaper.
kk mau tido. besok overnight lagi.


Monday, February 25, 2008

It's too late to make amends

i died when im working.
i revived back when its time to go back.
i got a seat finally on the way home bus 63.
i think its because i pay 1.30$ instead od tapping out 89cents.
hmmm money really says/book it all nowadays.


tomorrow im gonna repeat the same thing i have just say.
hopefully someone will meet me during my lunch break. hopefully.
ppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp

Friday, February 22, 2008

ing

as usual, work that is.
i've calculate my pay, while i'm working and my supervisor is there watching and i could reply "ohh, im calculating my pay!" then a 2sec silence. She must have told gary that's my manager, but fuck it when gary is okay to me.

so i calculate my pay from 24jan which is the first day till 29thfeb, round off about $1 105.35
thats what i calculate according to my hours of working. I JUST CAN'T WAIT TILL 15MARCH. that is my pay day and also i'm going to KL on that day. shit shit shit ya ya ya.

i have not made my list, yet i'm giving my mum 400? nah 200 should be enough, i wanna fly to hong kong before 8april. saw at the atrium having an offer package to HK. fr$486 4D3N, wanna come?
i think im not spending it right with the hard earn money, maybe i should treat my friends before i fly away, maybe i can bring them along uhh... what an idea. that shall be into my "list".

fucking vein like those girls with shopping list or whatever list,
it's been a long time since i went out due too transportation fares
heart-breaking too see those numbers deducted.
now i'm worried and nervous each time i got up the bus, not like those ol time when i just aboard the bus sleeping drooling no worries. now i can't even sleep on the bus which i did just now and i miss my stop. 4 stop away but never mind been a while since i walk walk walk ....

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

atrium

i knew it i didn't get all from the above.
ahh fuck it, appeal and results by 31march.
hopefully!

Sunday, February 17, 2008

you may not understand

depression walk alone.
i don't know what i have been told.
but really seeing is believing.
this lead to almost everything
goodbye, nice to know you.

just be close so you can get what you get.
you used me as a bait
now you get what you want
you left me alone stranded in this fucking island.
this island that make people pay once they got out of the house
EVEN in your house.
this is not a lyric but this is my words

anxiously, admired, happy, thrilled
all i could express now was words.
empty words.
you may not understand what i'm trying to write here.
but i do,
i'm going tight this month real tight
like one after one things i gave high hopes for
but i was wrong or they turned my back.
happily you walk without knowing the feeling i had.
"it's okay"-azri soft spoken to himself.

i will ask for forgiveness
for what i had done or nothing.
then came another big problem
money,
totally broke, i kind ask more from my dearest mum
she has to pay all those bills OVERDUE bills.
and to typed overdue.
i got a overdue payment from the national library from last year.

trouble i sense.
BT,MA,BFP,RT
i want to have fun before my time is up



8April is the date to remember.
1March is the date to remember too.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

important bjork!!!

A very normal day just lots of holding hand if you know what i meant.
very random yet funny at times with erin,syirr,raymond
bumped into ocean 3 member, carl and fajar. those were the early 2008 party i went with them house crashing house crash almost everything man.

anyway it was valentine's day. weird eyes as i walk thru tat sliding door at aljunied stop. YEAP! like im all alone and everywhere there is couple, im alone meeting syirr at her work's place. but don need to look at me like that what..
fuck uh valentine's day must uhh celebrate, what happened to hari raya haji all those muslim calendar, prophet muhammad birthday all where is that celebration. ya i know i drink and stuff but still that's my religion even those who thinks religion is depression or against it, then i have no beef with them, but those out there.. fuck uhh wear tudung kiss here and there making your DIY porn no wonder world's gonna end at 2012 december 21. but i don't believe in that only looking out for the SIGNS.

anyway i was hoping i could be sick on this saturday, im working full shift on saturday!! and weekend trip is on the day i work. hopefully i can come out with something, other then that i think im thankful this 17th feb im not working, gig at arts house. woohoo

kk and and HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON BOYD
its his birhday when i was looking at his publish art book. 2 volumes maybe i could get that for someone after all those gifts __ gave me. yeah.
and bjork if you are reading this, come to Singapore before 8april.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

anyone?

YOYOYOYO...... PRO YO-YO!
wohooooooo WHOO WO-WO!


HAHAHA, okay never been update for quite some time due too work and also im just too lazy man...
work is tiring just the standing other than that its fine and fun too see people from all over the country be it male female. and also i can "wash my eye" HAHA? i've seen alot of passer-by i know off walk thru the TIME.


kk update

first gigs



MAKING HARDCORE DIY AGAIN
The Substation Guinness Theater
22 March // Saturday

4pm - 10pm!


Featuring


SLUTET (distort hardcore disorder!)
SUBTLE REVENGE (singlong circlepits!)

DISTORTED KIDS (neu wave metallic hc!)
RECOVER (old school singalong hc!)
STAND STRONG (youth crew as you!)
PAZAHORA (grim melodic crust hc!)
REALIZE (new school hardcore!)
STAMPEDE (rapcore represents!)
VOCES INOCENTES (thrashcore distort!)
ZAINICHI (emoviolence!)
YOGYAKARTA (happy happy hardcore!)



2nd gig



CB! line-up all my fucking type siak only by storm,after the sky. The rest are what i listen to daily woohoooo.must go must go.
anyone? then bring miles away to singapore as they will be playing at YOUTH PARK 16 march.
anyone wanna tag?



haha okay i think that should be it.
im too lazy to update on my life instead of updating gigs.
haha. i really have no life la.
you wanna know? or should i just write down.
okay here is the timing of my schedule

AM - 10am till 630pm
PM - 130pm till 930pm (weekdays)
PM(friday) - 2pm till 10pm
( friday)
FULL - would be 10am till 10pm

if AM shift i still have time to wonder off. but not PM shift im a PM shift regular. after 20th feb im gonna have a long break as its gonna renovate and the are going down to atrium sale as in like sale in the shopping mall without a shop uhhh uhh..
but only 2 workers needed, i guess i won't be needed as told by the manager.
and fuck he told me this was a cut of pay!! FUCK! i hate this type of cut off pay thingy man.
just make you feel like you have been working for long time and the pay days is on the 15th of each month damnnnn!

kkkk tomorrow valentine's day uhh i want to go do something to my pants and then we shall see who i wanna call to go out just go out uhhh.. no heavy meals or whatever laa. hmmm who who?
anyone?

Friday, February 01, 2008

renot.

my brother bought the new dvd.i guess i don't to fork out any money most of the dvds are his hard earn money and i watch it over and over again..
really jealous with incubus live show. amazing yet powerful.
NOW I CAN'T WAIT FOR 7MARCH!!
BUT FIRST I WANNA CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY ON THE 1MARCH!!
AHA. MY LAST YEAR BEING A nineTEEN!!!!

oh and a tragic thing happend after i got back from work. just behind my block someone died inside a white Mitsubishi van. KPO wannabe with my brother went down wanna see what happened or wanna know what happened but then we never know most of the on-lookers are chinese and we were like the only malay.
i felt awkward and also, now there's 3 patrol cars, investigating. im just curious did he died inside the van. but the got 1 suspect i think he's on the way to hell. hahahah
okay enough of that.
incubus!!!!!!


and fuck. its saturday, and im working FULL SHIFT tomorrow
my knee are barely holding up my body weight, shoe's getting more holes, and also back hurts.
and and and on top of that its so cold at my work place
oh and times marina is going to have a NEW LOOK soon 2 weeks renovation.
whooo.