you may not understand

depression walk alone.
i don't know what i have been told.
but really seeing is believing.
this lead to almost everything
goodbye, nice to know you.

just be close so you can get what you get.
you used me as a bait
now you get what you want
you left me alone stranded in this fucking island.
this island that make people pay once they got out of the house
EVEN in your house.
this is not a lyric but this is my words

anxiously, admired, happy, thrilled
all i could express now was words.
empty words.
you may not understand what i'm trying to write here.
but i do,
i'm going tight this month real tight
like one after one things i gave high hopes for
but i was wrong or they turned my back.
happily you walk without knowing the feeling i had.
"it's okay"-azri soft spoken to himself.

i will ask for forgiveness
for what i had done or nothing.
then came another big problem
money,
totally broke, i kind ask more from my dearest mum
she has to pay all those bills OVERDUE bills.
and to typed overdue.
i got a overdue payment from the national library from last year.

trouble i sense.
BT,MA,BFP,RT
i want to have fun before my time is up



8April is the date to remember.
1March is the date to remember too.